Monday, October 10, 2005

Nervous

I sent out the letter of intent to Kimi's paternal father on Friday. I always get a little nervous when I have any sort of contact with that man.

I get knotted up inside.

Not simply because I don't want to have contact with him; but for the fact that him, as a presence in my life, or even just a thought, reminds me so much of how terribly low of a person I had become.

I don't want to be that girl...ever again.

4 Comments:

At 13:37, Blogger Jill said...

Not that I have any type of the same situation, but I know exactly that knotted up feeling you have.

"...forgetting what is behind and reaching forward to what is ahead, I pursue as my goal the prize promised by God's heavenly call in Christ Jesus." Philippians 3:13-14

"Don't worry about anything, but in everything, through prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses every thought, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:6-7

I love Philippians when I am going through one of those times. I hope this is an encouragement for you today. :)

 
At 15:40, Blogger Kassi said...

Thank you Jill, very very encouraging.

 
At 22:18, Blogger Ellen said...

You know, just the fact that you are in a place to be able to say "I don't want to be that girl ever again" makes it about 99% certain that you won't.

 
At 22:56, Blogger Turtlellini said...

What girl? Who's Kimi? Why am I always the last to know?!?!?!

 

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